It seems I get lost all the time and I lose pieces of my day consumed by the intensely intimate moments with you replaying in my world. I would move through my hours and relive the curve of your smile, the smile you gave when you told me love can’t be put into words, that you just feel it or that exact moment when you were no longer in that space between awake and asleep and I could hear your drifting into an alternate space as you breath the day out and my perfume in, your wild hair sprawled over my chest as you fell asleep… every fucking part of you finds its way into the places I kept hidden for so long and yet, it has your name all over it.

You take of your shoes and you slowly climb the stairs up to my soul, to the core of my very being and you never stop making eye contact, you never lose sight of this, of me. I listen to the song you sing and drum into my veins “have you met my soul” and it is more a dare than a question. You tell me you do not listen to music, you feel it. That it is the same with love and then you stare at me just a second too long and I ache and break and shake at the same time, cause the feeling you have created in my world is not a familiar one. Others have tried to bring this out in me, but you, you do it without even trying and you know it. You have so much power over me.

I observe you with your pack of wolves from afar and they do not have the same hunger as you, nor the same power as you… they are satisfied with the mere scraps of others. But you, you are hunting me. You silently and yet so violently loud, just exist around the forest fire of my thoughts and every now and again when I look up, I feel your breath in my neck and I know you are so here. Every night , every moment we spent together, I learn more about you and I fall more inlove with you. Every time you touch me, it is a well known melody of the best song finding its way to every road on my body, and yet, the words keeps changing. Since the day I met you, I have this constant thirst for thunder.

Even in the swamp, you raise fires from the meadows of what I never thought could be.

And yet. Out of all the creatures in this mind/heart forest we are stumbling around in together, you are the fiercest, the strongest and the most loved wolf.

I will keep being here for you, I will keep telling you how fucking proud I am of you and I will keep loving you loud without excuses.

We run in different packs and yet, we simply cannot stay away from each other. This is just the beginning and darlin, there is no one more worthy than you to have this journey with.. for you are the journey and the destination.

love, x